...actually.. really looking forward to every monday.. it's suppose to be monday blues.. but somehow.. feel like its the only time to accompany her.. sometimes.. feel i'm kinda worthless.. wanted to tell her.. but bounded by current situation.. i just couldn't bring myself to do so.. and sometimes.. i could just feel that she's trying to avoid me.. i started to think this and that whenever she didn't reply.. maybe she's busy.. or my message doesn't required to be replied.. if she's really avoiding me.. i think i understand the reasons.. but.. still feeling uncomfortable.. but no matter what.. i'm not going to ask her bout this..
..and when she started to reply me.. everything just go *poof*~ ...the cycle start from the beginning again....
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..i'm scared.. really wish the time could just stop.. so everything would just stay as it is...
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...thinking bout the other day.. was preparing for my dinner.. slicing carrot.. suddenly image of mum came through my mind.. tears drop unexpectedly.. argh crap.. even thinking bout it now just make my eyes watery.. hold.. hold.... i'm in the office~
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