Wednesday, June 17, 2009


Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Accenture. A global management consulting, technology services and outsourcing company.
applied position for account analyst in this company. juz hope tat i can get the job. this is a nice place for me to grow. argh~!! CHOOSE ME~!!!! I WAN WORK IN ACCENTURE!!!


Saturday, June 13, 2009

why, u say? reason 2

Saturday, June 13, 2009
i've something.. i know im able to look into future through my dreams, randomly, chances of it occuring, 0.00...1%. And chances of it to be true, more than 95%. i only will c around 0.5% of the future. i might even forget it when i wake up.

true or not, only i know myself. i see things that actually occur, a complete image of wad i've dream of.

enuf of this BS.

i juz know, i muz end this. im sorry.

why, u say? reason 1

i was thinking bout how i could solve this on the way to airport tat day..

later on the way from LCCT to KL, it seems like God given me an answer. i met a lady in her 50's.. the journey wasnt bored becoz of her stories.
she had 6 children. during her younger days, she was a teacher, then turn into running a family business. all her children were studying overseas. the lady n her husband need to provide a sum of around rm40k-rm50k a month. A MONTH. dun even know if we can earn tat amount in a year.
she says, as if God has blessed her, that all her children were doing well. "Thanks to God". all working overseas, each month sending small sum of money back. (USD, GBP etc etc. currency not small u noe) actually, its more than enuf for her to go travelling. right now, she's all around the places, travelling.
"you are still young.." she says. "it's still too early to be in a relationship. fulfill wad u need to do now as a child.."

i've a dream before..
in the dream,
someone asked me
"when you grow up, would you leave your parents?"
i remember wad i answer..


it feels like an obligation to me as a child, keeping parents happy throughout their lives. they've given us much. it's obvious that we should repay them.

Thursday, June 11, 2009


Thursday, June 11, 2009
forget me...
i believe tats the best choice
i've consider all other options
for a year i've been holding myself,
hoping such thing wont happen.. but...

it's nice being wif u
but what future will bring
i dare not say..
the only thing i see
it wont bring happiness to both sides
the future is dark
not that i dun wan to believe it may change
i juz noe.. it wont happen..

juz forget me..
the pain now mayb suffering
it may leave a scar
not only in u..
if we continued on..
the pain future will bring
will be more painful than now..
the pain will subside
only time can tell..
hoped u understand..

i've should hav end this a year ago
but im too soft
forget me..
u will find a better one
thank you for everything

im sorry

past post~

May, 27
sup exam coming up. this sat, 2pm if not mistaken.. MADM... the hell.. if only i din calculate wrong, maybe i will pass,or get at least a 'D'. =X but dun think is enuf, mayb cant get exemption for ACCA. sien~ duno whyim not feeling anxious or worried that i 'might' not pass =X *touch wood* should be impossible to fail. actually, quite confident tat i will pass haha. but still, need to study. need to increase probability of passing that paper XD
moving on 31st~ whee~ hope to have nice housemates..


remembering about the days in langkawi... have a lot of fun. the sea water not as beautiful as redang. it's a bit polluted.went to pantai pasir hitam, the sand is really black. the formation of this black sand is not as said in the text book aboutthe island's legend. this sand resulted from the erosion of granite, and the sea current brought the sand to this area. we din visit the 'burnt fields' , 'mashuri's grave' and 'the seven wells' . limited time.
its the 1st time that i drank a lot of red wine. dizzy, but not drunk. actually, i dun even noe wad it meant by getting drunk.4 cups of red wine, i lay straight on bed. =X
the fun thing is, the bird park. visitors acctually get the chance to hold a parrots and eagles. EAGLES. whoa~ eagles are big, n heavy. i din get the chance to hav them on my arms. they din want to... argh. but the parrots, quite playful.the moment i put my arms near them, they juz climb up. positioning themselves in order to balance. quite nice ^^i juz love birds~ but looking at them being put inside a cage... kinda hurt. taking away freedom from them. poor birds~
oh ya. cable car, only cost rm15 per person. dun be cheated by those sellers at the counter at langkawi entrance!!

forgot to take the pics from adai =.='
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