~god bless me~

..from ning:

Big Apple

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...went to interview this morning~ thanks to wormy that i manage to prepare well~ haha. thank you so much~ and thanks to my colleagues for being my referees~ really do hope to get into this company...  God bless me~

.....quite tired for today.. preparing for interview until 2am.. and wake up at 8am.. juz couldnt get enough sleep =X ...and went to meet mum at midvalley.. (mum coming to visit me) 

- bad luck x good luck -

..kinda bad luck this few weeks~ accident, losing money.. 

... 

..i think that's the most of it..

but upon those bad lucks.. i get to enjoy lots of nice foods~ 

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From the other day..

Location: Genting Highlands

And this is the green tea which cost RM15 per pot::-

...it's really a shock.. din snap the other foods though.. coz it looks normal.. (actually too hungry so we ate it 1st.. ahaha) =X 

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And for today's dinner~ 

Location: Pasta Zanmai, 1 Utama

....names of those dishes? Go check out yourself from the menu there~

~past notes~

...actually.. really looking forward to every monday.. it's suppose to be monday blues.. but somehow.. feel like its the only time to accompany her.. sometimes.. feel i'm kinda worthless.. wanted to tell her.. but bounded by current situation.. i just couldn't bring myself to do so.. and sometimes.. i could just feel that she's trying to avoid me.. i started to think this and that whenever she didn't reply.. maybe she's busy.. or my message doesn't required to be replied.. if she's really avoiding me.. i think i understand the reasons.. but.. still feeling uncomfortable.. but no matter what.. i'm not going to ask her bout this..
..and when she started to reply me.. everything just go *poof*~ ...the cycle start from the beginning again....
~
..i'm scared.. really wish the time could just stop.. so everything would just stay as it is...
~
...thinking bout the other day.. was preparing for my dinner.. slicing carrot.. suddenly image of mum came through my mind.. tears drop unexpectedly.. argh crap.. even thinking bout it now just make my eyes watery.. hold.. hold.... i'm in the office~

~hmm~

From ning:

Teppanyaki~ 

...comment given.. not nice..anyone knows where to eat the nicest teppanyaki?

~WhOA~

Location: Chocolate Lounge @ Pavilion

Chocolate affair

Snow white frappe

~thanks to ning for the pic

~ Tired Tuesday ~

..no mood for working actually.. kinda tired.. woke up  in the morning.. thinking that it's saturday.. but luckily din went back to sleep.. or else.. 
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some pic tat i forgot to upload from last sat..
At 1Utama..

Milk tea Hong Kong style

丁丁炒豆豆. I wonder why they choose this name. kinda cute 

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Today at Damansara Uptown dimsum restaurant. Forgot to note down the shop name 

Golden Pao.. straight into my stomach before i manage to snap it

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p/s:
Dear weather,

You've done it again. Time to go home and you rained heavily. But thanks to you i have the chance to have dimsum as dinner.. 

Signed off,
riyyl

~random rants~

..i wonder why...
..people can complain and get angry at others.. but they don't realised they are doing the same mistakes...

.....wierd.
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..kinda having a big impact since yesterday... went up Genting and thought of winning at least a thousand.. but turn out losing all the money i put aside for betting... totally shocked.. even my friend who went there at midnight also losing.. same location.. same game..
...maybe ladyluck went for a holiday yesterday.. really out of luck..

..gonna stop for at least a month or so.. until i have enough cash for it..

p/s: betting a pass on ACCA should be higher -_- ..study hard~!!

~the wheels of dawn~ (edited version)

Shaded by trees, calling out to the wind..
 laying.. facing down crying..
i saw a version of myself i didn't even recognize..
on this guitar.. i'm playing the melody of someone who's lost..
a star falls.. showing certain darkness in the corner of the heart..

the heart of a child.. clinging to a gentle hand..
the blazing wheels cast off and continue on..
on this guitar i'm playing the grief of someone who's lost..
the strings in my heart being plucked violently..

in the pure white heart unstained by sorrow..
the sakura petals stirred in a summer shadow..
even if my emotions is gone..
i'll cross over the far off, red-stained sand..
bringing a rhythm of farewell...

searching through my memories...
there is something sprouting in remembrance..

sending off the dawn's carriage..
those sakura petals are stirring somewhere even now..
the peaceful daybreak i once saw..
until it is placed in my hands once more..
please don't let the light go out..
the wheels are turning..

-early posts-

urgh.. suddenly awake..
..looking at my hp.. 6.30am..
..lay back..
..close my eyes..
..things came to my mind..

..wanted to see you..

..thinking and wondering..
..unable to decide..
..one step will change everything..
..it's just too hurt to take that one step..
..tossing around for half hour..

..just couldn't sleep..

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hmm.. was working and fishing in the office yesterday.. and suddenly...

choco banana cake 

banana split

..from ning. Holy crap~  i wanna have this soooo much~!! argh~!! 

~rants from past few days~

...handphone cant setup email function... kinda sux....cant activate mobile blogging..
..in the end.. i squeeze everything inside the notes.. oh well..

Some pic from yesterday...

pearl milk tea at i dont know where..

Sushi zanmai at 1U..

..at 1U also..

seafood at TTDI..

Fish head mee hoon at Damansara Uptown..

~everything from past few days~
..was thinking about finishing ACCA in 1 year.. really curious about it.. wad happen if i finally cross the bridge.. ..something big waiting for me? or izit a better treatment..?
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..walk her back home.. don't know why.. feel kinda awkward when alone with her.. can feel something weird bout her.. don't know if is because of that certain event.. not dare to ask.. dun wan to initiate any move that might cause misunderstanding.. probably just shy.. or tired..

...or maybe i just think too much..