~rants~

...thinking back..
...i realised she did ask if i noe how to read the contents...
..not paying attention to her cuz too happy..
...flipping the first page..
..was kinda surprised..
..and..
...confused at the same time..

....at times.. i really wanted to know.. what she feels bout me... but at the same time.. i was afraid of the answer she might give..

.....it's just too hard to choose..