12 full moons left to complete the cycle

to reach the 2nd anniversary of the 3rd zodiac

the mystic clover will never recover

for the will have been strengthen

by oath and by spirit

the soul will forever wanders throughout the journey

in solitude

piss off

thanks to both of u.. contributing to this much of 'events' tat makes me even more hard. i appreciate ur kindness n helpfulness. even though u're 左右为难, hiding it from me makes me pissed. it's been a month or so, im still feeling a bit pissed. i dun know wad both of u noe or wad u heard. but, knowing NOTHING is better than knowing HALF of it.

a leaf fallen from the legendary clover
given itself up
to strengthen others
wavering soul
born under the bravest and proudest constellation
plunged into darkness
longing for solitude
a spirit of unknown will
built to save the soul
from time to time
giving confidence and wisdom
unshattered resolve forever remain

start work on 16/07/2009

morning interview, gan jiong like hell... but luckily i keep my cool.. Ms xxx ask me bout hire purchase double entry, at first i got it wrong since i din noe about "h/p interest in suspense a/c". gotta check it up. then the rest i juz answered her question accordingly.. then...

i was like o_o omg!? then she look through my cert n results.. i duno if my uni results pull her view of me down or not =X i was told i will receive a call to confirm bout the employment..

later... during noon..

wait until 6.30pm, i was reli giving up.. who noes an hour later..

0_0 woot~ i was laughing all the way~ wahahahahaha~ thanks God.. reli GBM today~ wahahaha~ but i got 3 mths to confirm that i can work there.. need to improve myself n my performance in this 3 mths. >< GBM again XD

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accenture, failed. lol.

went for interview at an audit firm today, failed oso. tat auntie... looked at my result.. then ask bout my expected salary... wad the hell... rm1300 for a degree graduate?!? hiring cheap labor ar?? pls lar... big city. living cost high. rm1300 reli cant live. like tat i rather went back hometown work. (impossible, lols) anyway, im expecting at least rm1600 for a degree, tats the normal pay for a fresh grad in accounting. it's true we are still freshie.. but rm1300.. =.= aiming at account assistant right now. it seems a/c assistant have much more prospect than audit assistant. i nvr thought getting into even a small firm is tat hard. swt~ God... help me =.=

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sorry.. i still cant change my decision. mayb u're feeling alright now.. im not. im feeling uneasy. im faking everyday. i juz cant express myself. there's no better reason to explain myself.. im staying wif my decision.. sorry. reli hope u wont bother me anymore. n forget me.