Tuesday, October 14, 2008

~drifting~

Tuesday, October 14, 2008
im still lost..
gonna drift along with time..
until i found new hope..
duno when i will find it..
much more relieve now..
but still stressing..
thinking of future yesterday while gazing at the scenery in sg long..
..
dammit..
crying again..

Thursday, October 9, 2008

~dear diary~

Thursday, October 9, 2008
keep visit the "dear diary" thread in asiasoft forumites recently...
reli lost....
negatives thought keep surging into my mind..
feel like i cant control it..
mayb im thinking the other way round before..
im falling..
cant climbup..
started to hate this life...
im crying deep within me again...

hate it...

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

~hurt~

Wednesday, October 1, 2008
i realise..
im crying deep down within me..
im lost..
heart crying.. but tears dried up..
i duno wad to do..
drifting along wif life without destination..
im reli lost...

Monday, September 29, 2008

~let me pass~

Monday, September 29, 2008
3 subjects.. im not sure whether will pass these 3 or not.. but plz... let me pass... if cant.. hope i can make better decision in the future....

God help me..

Thursday, September 18, 2008

~o~

Thursday, September 18, 2008
i posted this in silvericejournals:

If u stand still
nothing changes
but if u take even a step foward
i have a feeling something will change
&
something good will happen


i wont care anymore if i ever fall down... juz need to get up and move foward.. i know i wont regret this..


ps: woots~ a 60% gain.. still short of $40 to par wif opening balance smooth sail today~

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

~stressssssssssssssssssssssss~

Tuesday, September 9, 2008
UBAF3013 ADVANCED ACCOUNTING PRACTICE.
10/09/2008 Wednesday, 1400, 2.5 hours.
Guide me God. im tryin my best to overcome this paper. help me

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

~anger!!!~

Wednesday, August 27, 2008
zzz... keep dragging my time.. i dun hav time to study edy~!! u guys are better than me.. wont worry too much.. but im different!! i need more time than anyone else!!! 1 wk, i dun think i edy have time to finis everything!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

~omg~

Sunday, August 24, 2008
sei lo... exam near still play... feel like manythingstodo... come to think of it,
manythingstodo: 1)study 2)forex 3)cabal 4)comic 5)duno..
dun care... study should be the top priority.. so go study now n stop blogging..

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

~blured+angry+idunowadtosay~

Tuesday, August 5, 2008
i hate it... the teachings of the churches... how much is human going to poison it? why clouded the truth? when is it that everyone's going to get together? day by day, month by month, year by year, decade by decade, century by century.... the truth's going to eaten by time... a simple proof will be the bible... somewhere in the book of revelation, it says the content of the bible are not to be changed. there are different versions of bible, which to trust? and can the book of revelation be trusted so that human will follow the teaching of that particular church? I only want the real teachings...
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a foundation is built to ensure a trust among humans, but how far is it true that the foundation is always correct, or say, "perfect"? humans changes accordingly as time flows, so does the knowledge that they bring along with them... those knowledge unwanted, were left aside, forgotten.. so they might control humanity? foundation build, human trust, make it hard to change. human, unwanted to change, use foundation as their pillar of support, but, can the foundation be trusted?
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what if all the religion in this world is created by someone in the past, whose power is influential at that time, able to make people to believe and trust, and as time pass, it turn into a religion.. By looking at the timeline, if someone is able to change an event in the past, the effect on the future might be big, or might be rather small. But, because of that event, there will be something happenning in the future.. and is recorded down in the history of mankind..as usual, those event will also change with time, forgotten if not beneficial.
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....only if someone or somewhere holds the key to the truth...
 
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