~all that i wanted for christmas~

all i wan.. is to take back the 3 years that i've wasted in university~
even though i gain a lot during this 3 years..
but also make a lot mistakes..
and also wasted a lot of time..
if only i can wake up tomorrow n find myself in the beginning of my uni years~

~ .... ~

~anonymous~

I look up
At the endless, spreading sky,
At the white clouds,
which make ever-changing patterns in their travels

Why?
Why do you want to make your dreams come true?
Even if I can’t give you a good answer to that,
I believe that someday
The time will come when I’ll be able to see it.
Everyone’s searching for that.

Right now, under the blue sky, amid the shimmering wind,
I softly try to close my eyes
Every one of the fragments of my memories
Guide me to where I should go next.
So from here on, I’ll be able to walk again

Time flows on
Incessantly, but
I want to find the things left behind in my heart,
The important things.

Still
I ran desperately, not knowing
The difference between dreams and desire.
But I believed that someday
The time would come when my arm will be able to reach.
And even now, I still believe firmly in it

Looking down on that blue sky, amidst the shimmering wind,
You are surely watching over me.
Without forgetting yesterday, without fearing tomorrow,
Holding close in my heart the things I was taught by you,
Aiming for the sky—I begin to walk

Under the blue sky, amidst the shimmering wind,
I softly try to close my eyes
Every one of the fragments of my memories
Guide me to where I should go next.
So from here on, I’ll be able to walk again