2011

last day of the yr... celebrating alone in front of my lappy... juz lost my phone on christmas eve.. bad bad luck. in the end i havta squeeze cash out n get a new phone. RAWR

anyways, cooked instant noodle for dinner. nearby shops closed. n i dun feel like drivin out.. thinkin tat i'll be workin tomorrow, make me even more tired.

few more hours till 2012..

2011 has been a great year, with ups n downs.. i noe i am definitely better than the me 1 yr ago. a lot of things that have yet to be done in 2011.. need to make sure i must meet it in 2012..

to all readers, i wish u a great year in 2012. Happy New Year!!


(sorry for the pic.. its my 1st post through my phone =D )

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CoUNTDoWN 5Hrs~!!

heart racing like mad..
i've prepared.. havnt i?
nervous nervous nervous..
*scream~*

THIS TIME I WILL PASS~!!

time..

..one week left.. officially im gonna be a breadwinner..

its hard... but havta face it.

..not a kid anymore.. its time to grow up

eve

..few hours more.. until your anniversary..

wont forget.. cant even forget.. 

pulling myself away from reality.. into my own world..

hoping not to stand in your path..

watching you from afar..

seeing you smile..

it's enough.

happy birthday

obstruction

..seeing some obstruction ahead of my life.
choice:
1) leave it
2) clear it
3) let it be

decision:
whatever that come, bring it on. i'm me. i believe myself. i can do it.

BRING IT ON!!!

(actually.. i'm a bit worried -_-)

anger

i'm really pissed.

.. u just increased my meter level..
..don't know where my limit is..
..but feel like wanna let it burst out the sooner the better..

when can i gather my courage to say it out?

忘

不知道该这么说...
想要的，得不到..
想改的，该不到..
想忘的，而忘不了..
一切就像备足定了..
想告诉你...所有的事...
但是每一次见到你...
我说不去口..
不想伤害你...
不想看见你哭..
一切想说的..到最后..
还是锁在自己心里..
希望有一天可忘了它..

i...

.....

o lord.. i pray deeply from my soul..
guide her.. give her the courage to face everything that has to come..
give her the wisdom... to understand what i have to say to her..
and give me the courage to tell her..
this is the last thing that i pray..
from this selfish little soul..