-crossroad-

i'm going to reach a crossroad soon..

it's only a matter of time..

feelings shattered..

decisions wavered..

where to go..

which to choose..

i don't know..

if You allows,

please let her open her eyes..

let her understand

let go of me

i know

it isn't easy

i'm grateful

for everything she has done

-busy busy-

Currently busy with quite a lot of stuffs; new blog; ACCA P2; er... busy thinking how roll in more cash. ahaha =X
Gonna run into financial difficulties if i dun roll in more cash. 26 March, going for properties investments talks. Hope can learn something n make a move for it. 
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Bout Amway, i think i will juz slowly growing it, take my time. still a lot to learn. =)


My Wishlist:
1) DSLR
2) A double storey house 
3) Suzuki Swift


aim Big, aim HIGH

...after 2 long months

its been 2 mths..

nothing change..

everything i submit to u Lord..

hope she can open her eyes..

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cny coming, back this coming sat.

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guess, i cant run away from MLM stuff.. every now and then, sure i will come across this thing. maybe it's a chance that have been existing there, only waiting me to grab hold of the so call chance. who know i might reli succeeded this time ~_~ as usual, mindset, effort, strong will and unweaver mind, would be the key to success. Communication n marketing skills, will pick up along the way as i grow.

Amway, the oldest MLM company that i have known since childhood. I'm not really attracted by it, but what catch my eye is, i found tat the group have quite stable base and just starting to grow. Quite powerful objective and goal, supported by strong reasons and actions. Also, knowledge sharing is available. It gives a much different feelings than DXN or U-Net. So, i think it might be a nice place for me.

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If i leave this world early, everything shouldn't be so complicated. i'm a lazy person. =D

一个单纯的爱，

也许是存在的..

但是爱一个人，

会是很复杂..

爱一个人，

不必要一起一辈子，

有时候,

选择放手，

为了对方的幸福，

或许是对的...

~law of exchange~

if only..

the knowledge of alchemy exist..

i wan an exchange.. i wan her to give up on me..

what should i exchange for?

i need something with same value or more...

..still thinking...

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i exchange my happiness for my future last year..

seems like is in effect?

....more n more heartbreak

shit. i cant believe she say something like tat. try to jump juz to get my love? usin death to force me?? den let her parents, family n frens blame me!!?? wan revenge?? No more. tis is the end. it breaks my heart even more. dun even hope i will ever love u again. i will let her realised, no matter how long she wait, even if she say sorry, i dun care. love doesnt mix with revenge. n tis is only one-sided love.

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44 days left...

DAMN PISSED

.....now WHAT!? u wanna noe everything i do!? it's my stuff. i like the way it is. what i do is up to me. it didnt even hav anything to do with u. SO? even 1 tiny stuff of mine oso u wanna control. reli reli reli reli pissed me off. wad the hell u wan to put ur pic in my phone. i dun wan anything of urs inside. im going to delete it anyway.

ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I NEED A PLACE TO STUDY~!!!!!!

pissed

everytime i set my schedule for nite sure come n disturb me. !@#$% i've told u not to come. u come at ur own risk. i nvr noe u come here also. askin my frens for help, now complaining on facebook saying im angry bout wad wad wad. i juz dun care anything bout u. its not my problem anyways. i've my own things to do. dun keep giv reasons for ur own needs. u should noe, but instead u doin the opposite stuff. argh. damn mad.

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47 days left.

...listening to the same piece every night.. sad,soothing melody..

i juz love this music. it seems like its telling everything that i couldnt express in words...

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only 1 mth left till acca exam...