DAMN PISSED

.....now WHAT!? u wanna noe everything i do!? it's my stuff. i like the way it is. what i do is up to me. it didnt even hav anything to do with u. SO? even 1 tiny stuff of mine oso u wanna control. reli reli reli reli pissed me off. wad the hell u wan to put ur pic in my phone. i dun wan anything of urs inside. im going to delete it anyway.

ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I NEED A PLACE TO STUDY~!!!!!!

pissed

everytime i set my schedule for nite sure come n disturb me. !@#$% i've told u not to come. u come at ur own risk. i nvr noe u come here also. askin my frens for help, now complaining on facebook saying im angry bout wad wad wad. i juz dun care anything bout u. its not my problem anyways. i've my own things to do. dun keep giv reasons for ur own needs. u should noe, but instead u doin the opposite stuff. argh. damn mad.

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47 days left.

...listening to the same piece every night.. sad,soothing melody..

i juz love this music. it seems like its telling everything that i couldnt express in words...

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only 1 mth left till acca exam...

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doesnt feel of goin home.. reli hope i can move house right away.. ugh dammit. i juz dun wan to c her. everytime sure giv some reason to come. RAWR~!!!!!!

~little free space~

....finally, a little free space for my own ranting..

wad the hell.. i notice her goin around adding my frens she didnt even noe. wad the heck is she tryin to do!!?? tryin let other notice she's close wif me!?? or findin help from my own frens to make me change my decision? !@#$ % gnd. i still cant forget he din even tell me n cheat me for my address (dun noe if 'cheat' is the correct word to use), talk about my OWN FREN. i dun wan my whole frens being influence by her thinkin tat im the bad 1. pls.. dun use tis kind of method.. it oni end up being me uneasy to face them... now i edy feel some hate towards the 2 of them even though i dun wan to... not reli hate.. juz tat i dun feel like seeing them.

im not backing up wif wad i decide. i edy cut off all my emotions. no more turning back, i dun care wad happen. pls giv up...

~Moving~

actually oni changing the address. i dun wan her read this anymore.

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i've decided long ago. i reli wont change my decision. im ending this relationship. it's better for u, but u will nvr realise it juz because of the way u are. im keeping this blog to myself, and only to people i reli trust. not even to my best fren if i dun feel he/she trustable.

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blog still need some editing. but goin to sleep now. too tired ><

FB Leo horoscope 26Aug'09

"Things are taking a serious tone in your love affairs, Leo, and you will be making some serious changes in this period. Whether you are single or attached, you can expect some new beginnings on the road ahead, and you will be making some changes that are long lasting. These decisions will stem from mistakes you have learned from in the past, and will have a profound effect on all of your current relationships. This may involve a change of residence, marriage, or a break from something long term that hasn't been working for some time. During these changes you will undergo some serious self analysis and you will question the direction you are taking. You are on the right path, and your long term results are favored at this time regardless of what your final answer may be."




...my resolve.. remains..

12 full moons left to complete the cycle

to reach the 2nd anniversary of the 3rd zodiac

the mystic clover will never recover

for the will have been strengthen

by oath and by spirit

the soul will forever wanders throughout the journey

in solitude

piss off

thanks to both of u.. contributing to this much of 'events' tat makes me even more hard. i appreciate ur kindness n helpfulness. even though u're 左右为难, hiding it from me makes me pissed. it's been a month or so, im still feeling a bit pissed. i dun know wad both of u noe or wad u heard. but, knowing NOTHING is better than knowing HALF of it.